words from my heart

2006-10-20T02:29:00.000+08:00

my 20th day back home
to think that nothing would happen
it is impossible isnt it
cant we be seperated
tis is my life

2006-09-19T02:22:00.000+08:00

alot has been on my mind
i don need excess
get out from my dreams
seriously i don need this
i broke my own promise
all thanks to you

dah lah joe dah pernat
tolong
don do this now

rindu tentu la
hati dah hilang
tapi cinta tentu ade

2006-09-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

from 91 days to jus 15
from piles of assignments to jus 2
the date is indeed nearing
my excitement isnt as what it was months back
but yet im happy
reason may be due to knowing tat you are gone
but yet i cant say it now
cause it will always turn out to be the opposite
well its suppose to be spring
but yet it feels like winter
im moving out from cherry tree
and into the city
i might check even more
who knows

it comes and goes
as time passes
only tomorrow will i look forward to

2006-09-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'M STUCK
WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR MY BODY ASSIGNMENT?????

IT'S BLOODY 40%

M SO FARKED!!!

2006-08-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

the message sent
kept me wondering
what does it lead to
maybe it is nothing
maybe

2006-08-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

i who don't know who i am
is having something that i long for
mending the wounds
split into two
stuck is part of it
found is the other
days passes
date nearing
a break is to happen
yet a relationship is to be built

2006-07-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

everytime i think of you tears start to fall
miles is how far we are
winter falls upon me
feeling all alone
how i wish summer would come to brighten up my life
how i wish you were here by my side

my angel* adelyntan

2006-07-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

you and i
cannot hide
the love we feel inside
the words we need to say

i feel that i
have always walked alone
but now that you're here with me
there'll always be a place that i can go

and suddenly out destiny has started to unfold
when you're next to me
i can see
the greatest story
love has ever told

now my life is bless with love of an angel
how can it be true
somebody to keep the dream alive
dream i found in you
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
but when we touch
i realise
that i found my bless in heaven
by your side

i could fly
when you smile
i walk a thousand miles
to hear you call my name

and now that i
finally found the one
who will be there for me
eternally
my everlasting sun

2006-07-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

91 is the number
for we'll see if it will happen
i long for it
i long for you
pictures of you surround my space
your smile
your warmth
your love
i hope for
why is it that i feel we're there
but not yet there
till november comes
i'll wait for the answer
i'll wait for you
still

2006-07-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

how my life has change completely
from singapore to australia
hot to cold
i dont think i like this change
doesnt feel the same as before i left
miss is the word to describe everything
independence is what ive to be
lonliness filled after mummy left
even though i have a friend but i cant depend on
its so different with you guys
which i could fall back on easily
but now if i were to fall who will be there to support me
no one
and i hate to be alone
but i m alone here
all i do is sit infront of my lappy
feel like i've lost my legs to even walk
cause im always at home
tis is my life here in melbourne

2006-05-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

locked as usual
oh well
stuck in this puddle of mud
refusing to get out of it i suppose
is it stubborness
or is it that i love you still

2006-05-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

don worry i'll be leaving soon
the day that you've hurt me is the day that you've died within me
so please spare your words and lies
don bother asking why can't i understand you
look at yourself to what you've turned into
was disappointed but am not bothered now

it spells nahsnahsnatahsatan

2006-04-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

it has been 2 months
and alot of changes has taken place
chilling out sessions have taken place without the girls except denise
i donnoe why but i guess drifted
its a question mark for now
work has been my life now
helping out at true blue from 6-10+
cant slp early
and waking up in the afternoon
i agree with denise tat my sleeping habit is oh so wrong

may is fast approaching
and guys ive not send in my application form to the unis
IELTS results will be out tis sat
its like tml
hope i pass man
blah blah blah
its 2am now and i gotta get up at 8am
farking sleep joe

bye

will there ever be a 'WE'
hoping wishing thinking & praying

2006-02-25T03:48:00.000+08:00

as i cycle down the path
tears jus started to flow
impact was hard on me
moodless is the word
i was looking forward
just didnt feel right
pain u may be in
i know what it feels like
but it was suppose to be my day
where we can spend time together
out of the east side
am i that selfish
i admit i was hurt
not knowing that a friend could hurt me
but yet u r hurting too
its hard
felt that im inbetween

helpless

what does it spell?

2006-02-23T07:32:00.000+08:00

Analysing my thoughts
During our break up
Endless dreams about you girl
Longing for your touch
You are just the one that i love
No one will ever be good enough to replace you

Though it has been 3 months
All i'm doing now is to wait
Never thought i was this patient

My days are numbered
Express my feelings
Is what i'm doing

Life is full of ups and downs
I love you adelyn
All i want to hear from you is that you feel the same way towards me
Nothing else

2006-02-23T07:25:00.000+08:00

my life isnt perfect
but my problems i've put aside
due to a recent incident
friendship is what i treasure
better is what i want you to become
but knowing that i can only hurt you
then i shouldn't come close to
i'm not sorry for saying those words to remind you
but i'm indeed sorry for you to ever like me
your departure made me lose a friend
but your happiness is what you will gain
one day we'll gain back that friendship of ours
i believe so

our 3rd month breakup

2006-02-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

loving someone like you was the greatest thing that god has given me
losing you was my greatest fear
cheat hurt tears was what you went through
you deserve someone better
i admit
i paying for what i did
no one can open my heart that you've locked
it's sealed tight
but now after what has happened
changes is what i've to do
she's lost without me
i know how it feels cause i'm still lost when you're not by my side
and now i've decided to help her find her way back
back to what she was before
feelings i assure that i can't develop for her
oh how i wish you were here to hear me out
but yet i don't want to see you cause it just hurts
what i'm conveying is that
adelyn i love you still
but now i can't put myself as piority
cause i made someone sad
and worst still she lose someone who's dear to her
and being there is all i can do for her
if you were to ever find someone better
go for it
i will be happy for you
i will
and i wouldnt want to be selfish
yes i hurts seeing the love of my life in someone elses arms
but
knowing that i won't be here in a few months time
my darling i will always love you
and no one i repeat NO ONE can change that feeling of mine
may you stay strong
may you be happy
may you succeed in your future
good luck for you final sem

LOVE JOE

the ending & the beginning

2006-02-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

the end of the road
guilt all around
if only is the word
lost you wouldnt be
sorry wouldnt even be close enough
responsible i ought to be
bad enough tat she left me
now that the responsibility is what i need to fulfill
joey is now gone
and i hope you'll forgive me
for i will help her get back on her own two feet
her feelings for me
only you know how it is
even i didn't know till that night itself
her sadness filled my thoughts
that night itself
thoughts came running through my mind
one thought came upon giving up she
my love became responsiblilty
my heart listens to my mind
my soul no longer exist
till you get better
that's all i want right now
for joe has died with joey

2006-01-13T02:41:00.000+08:00

missed my appointment again
couldnt sleep till 7am
woke up at 5pm
yup
gotta change tat habit
if not i'll only wake up after my paper end
yes my exams next week
first paper TDMC
THE DYNAMIC OF MASS COMM
sound so chim ah
oh well
finally i gotta drive my new car
well cause natasha wanted me to send her to yoga class
so yup
after which i went home
bored to death la
no plans today
9plus left to pick my sis up
before i made a detour larhx
went to pick ag up den went to the chicken cutlet place to get her
her favourite half spring chicken rice
i noe you people will ask why did i do tat
haiya i jus wan her to eat and be health
since she's busy working and doin her school work
headed over to her place to pass clare her pictures and adelyn's supper
oh yarh my sis yoga class is at the CC opp her house
den back home

bunny
please take care of yourself
i noe you r busy with school work n making money
but
jus take care yarhx
[m jus writing as if she'll read]
oh well

2006-01-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

wats all this?
was HOME till 8plus
but no one's HOME
wats the point of me staying HOME
no one's talking
mummy is angry with me still
because of my hair
and tat i don wanna dress up like her DAUGHTER
my sis
huh~
ever since she's on good terms with her thomas
we hardly talked
now all i can talk to is my friends
like where is the FAMILY la
HOME
my HOME is like a pit stop for me to rest sleep
tats it
ya i claimed i love my family
but where are they
one has his new found family
one she too angry with me jus because i don dress up like a GIRL
and the last one is too caught up with her THOMAS and new found CHINESE FRIENDS
which of course is link to HIM
my only companion is my bunny[the soft toy which she gave me]
my moblie phone
and my friends
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
seriously nth is goin my way la
wrote a short note to explain to her abt me not liking to dress up
as wat she expected and telling her tat i love her
but
guess wat she did read it den left it there
aft she return from work
she threw it away
FARK
FARK FARK FARK
i jus don feel like coming HOME anymore
people whom i LOVE
has abandon me
my baby * adelyn
my mum
my sis

ya allah
i noe you r the greatest
please im begging you
make my life better
because i feel so lonely now
i wan my love ones back
to complete me
HELP

2006-01-06T01:51:00.000+08:00

i suddenly haf the urged to read her blog
04 may 2005
she claimed that she was happy
her love for me grew
and she wan us to stay that way
20nov2005
she left me
claiming tat she likes this guy
29dec2005
supposedly our 23th month anniv
but she can tell me tat she's with her bf
its all so different now
im in the same position as her when i walked out
till today i farking regretted wat ive did
i let my adelyn go
tat changes everything
i prayed to god every nite
hoping tat i was in a dream
so tat i could wake up knowing tat adelyn was still mine
baby i noe you'll never visit my blog
but i love you so much
i jus wan you to see it for yourself
knowing tat i'll accept you with arms wide open
ive learnt my lesson
stop torturing me
u promise me tat you'll always be there for me
u promise
come back to me
i'll wait for tat day to come

have my prayers been answered

2005-12-27T05:26:00.000+08:00

projects the whole of last week
last min work
bet i deserve it
23th xmas dinner at debby's place
mood
nothing of the xmas mood
i donnoe wat made me wanna have that first sip
it was awful
felt that my tougue was being pierce
a way to torture myself
but drinking is a pleasure eh
gave it my all on the dance floor
tat nite consuming so little but i felt like shit
how could i be drunk
weird
24th it was the day tat i had to get everything prepared
sha wanted to go cheeky
i decided to go
cause i didnt want anything to happen to her
but b4 tat
went over to her place
clare wanted to borrow the cam
she saw me and msg
didnt wan to ignore
msg her back
she notice me wearing her shirt
i was surprise
den dinner with SImin and gang
or rather a quick dinner
headed for east coast to pick my sis fren up
den to suntec cause no memory card was found in the cam
finally to MS
wasted my 20 goin in cause poor little sha cant go in
sat down
waited
her HE came
didnt give a damn abt him
i got so tired of waiting for them to enter 1 club
left
sha was tired send her home
while i waited for *her to return home
so tat i could give her the presents
my heart pumped so fast
she appeared
only god knows how i wanted to run over to hug her and all
we acted normally
man she look good
ALWAYS
i asked if i could hug her
but she hug me instead
and a kiss was given
surprise
indeed
I WAS SO FARKING HAPPY LA

bunny have my prayers been answered
we are at our starting point
friendship is building
but no doubt u know how i feel for you
my eyes wonder upon others
yet the heart will always bring back to you
wat is god doing to us
im jus praying its all a task we gotta go through
i hope
i wish
and
i pray
that the gap between bunny and hamtaro
will be sealed one fine day
i will wait patiently for you to hop your way back to me
and by den our bond will be stronger

will you take my hand and walk down the path with me
for i will be waiting
to hold you in my arms

2005-12-18T02:23:00.000+08:00

one month and one day
i jus got back from cycling
ought to be tired
but gonna rush on my proj
i felt funny when i was cycling home
felt a load on me
mind wasnt there
bang into the railings
hit against tat particular finger
its weird
berry said my face was pale
tat shocked me
some things jus arent meant to be said
now back to my proj

time is wat you need
friendship is wat you wan
confuse is wat you are

my weekend

2005-12-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

a tiring weekend
was working for OCBC at parkway
saw her mum, bro and arlick
surprisingly she said hi and smiled
i did the same
work ended at 830
ag n debo came to meet us
den ag n i parted from them
zoukout was our next destination
wasnt feeling excited like i was suppose to
finding it still too early we decided to join the guys for pool
while waiting for them
ag n i sat infront of her godma's shop
hoping to see her
but no
pool was ok
aft tat headed for sentosa
the queue was LONGGGGGGGGG
went through security n id checks
meet florence first
cause xiang was drunk
and ram
somewhere
dance and smoke
but something was missing
*her
seeing couples holding hands
bf protecting their gf
haiz
she was suppose to go but
"my fren doesnt like me going to such places"
i wonder who
a guy
who knows
4 plus it rained
5 we left
6 i reached home
8 i woke up for work
yes i slept for 1 1/2 hr
OCBC here i come
was tired
and maht made it worst
mentioning her
and made me think abt her
and how much i miss her and all
fark
things went back as per normal when tis fat lady's butt was at my face
laughter
aft work as usual
went to have dinner den played pool
slept at the sofa
how tired i was
imagine that

i don think u noe this
but u cant seem to get u out of my head
knowing that i would think abt u when im up
tat's normal
but when im asleep
your face appears
like its meant to be
how long do you wan to see me like this
i hate this
im lost w/o u

long

2005-12-10T03:45:00.000+08:00

back
life is all abt it's ups n downs
a break up
went into depression
eating pills
smoking
starvation
all because of her
why do i love her so much and not myself
i read her diary
she hung on so long till i came back
why can't i do the same

adelyn i can't deny the fact that i miss you so much
and i love you so
its so hard to let you go
giving you time so tat one day you'll realise like i did
that the person that i love is you
i hope tis time break will lead to making us stronger
for right now im weak
i love you so

2005-08-16T06:51:00.000+08:00

i took tis pic... i like........

2005-08-16T06:50:00.001+08:00

the TANs

2005-08-16T06:50:00.000+08:00

wat ya lookin at

2005-08-16T06:49:00.001+08:00

ram looks angry

2005-08-16T06:49:00.000+08:00

joe & markie

2005-08-16T06:48:00.000+08:00

hot mama

2005-08-16T06:47:00.000+08:00

once again.. she stole my cam for that

2005-08-16T06:44:00.000+08:00

ram wats tat inbetween ur teeth?

2005-08-16T06:43:00.000+08:00

oh.. thats mark!

2005-08-16T06:41:00.000+08:00

ice cream for jus the two of us

2005-08-16T06:40:00.001+08:00

ur healing touch will lift me up

2005-08-16T06:40:00.000+08:00

u set me on fire

2005-08-16T06:39:00.000+08:00

[my one & only]

2005-07-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

STARBucks anyone?

2005-07-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

wouldnt it be nice if adelyn loves me...
i would be the luckiest bung on earth...
knowing i love her so much..
couldnt live one day without her..
WOULDNT IT BE NICE!

no longer a heart beat that i feel
love is in the air
from me to you
tears came flowing down my eyes
irritated is what you've become
couldn't hold it back
i just know tat i love you
Long for you
Only girl tat i dream
Very very extraordinary
Even more tat anyone could love you

2005-07-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

you jus spoilt my whole mood.
fuck is wat u deserved.
telling me to spend time with the fam..
but wat example do u show?
going out is jus too difficult?
plead u to go.
like u used to plead me to tag along
and i did.
but u r jus to stubborn.
cant move your farking butt off the stairs.
i could tolerate no more.
so FUCK is wat u deserve from me.
im not sorry for what ive said.
there.. u wan me to please u. FARK.
right now i don even wish to think that u r the mother.
i will now do as I please.

my feelings

2005-07-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

US

i cant say tat we r doing well but jus fine.
don wish to have high hopes for us even though i wan it to be.
our 17th anniversary jus passed.
i did something for her.
well... i think she likes it.
saw her smiling while i peep outside of my room.
hoping tat i've touched her heart in a way or another.
im jus taking things one step at a time.
hoping we'll make it through together till the end.
prove to my friend tat we will make it.

MC

i regard u as my BESTFRIEND.
i wonder if u regard me as yours.
i don mean to make things worst for you but this is how i feel.
well.. after that incident [of me hurting your gf]
i asked myself.
did i?
why did i even cry when i received that msg.
i remembered the words clearly.
why cant i jus let it go.
forget it all..
pretended that it didnt happened.
BUT.. im sorry.
it did happen.
your gf hurt me.
what's sad about it is
you didnt do much.
Changes do happen.
like how u don't call or message when u arrived back in singapore.
when u used to do it upon your arrival.
somehow i should just say that im hurt, sad.
u only call me when u r about to leave?
u didnt even ask me out!
i donnoe what else to say.
i just hope your gf reads this.
and she would know!
that she is just being selfish.
our 6years of friendship.
memories is all i can think about.

PL

hey bro finally you are back.
i know that you have spent so much time with AG...
we shall just chill soon yarhx.
seriously im so glad that you are back.
want to apologise for not being able to spend most of my time with you.
but i'll squeeze you in my slots? lol
the girls are going out this thur for shopping.
we guys shall just do man's stuff?
ask ag along?
he's lonely ma.
alrite.. will see you then.
oh thanks so much for my PRESENT.
i owe you one too!

THE RETARDS

i know i have not been spending time with u guys.
Sorry..
please understand about my current situation that i'm in.
my relationship isn't stable at all.
i can just collasped anytime.

AG

though u may have been gong most of the time but
i'm glad that u ming bai.
thank you very much.
and please stop asking me if im driving when we are going out.
much appreciated.

SCHOOL

got back my projects
CS= B+ [haiz... disappointed]
APM= very good
MS= lecturer took it for school's moderation [am happy with that]

next week will be my study week.
so going to mug here and there?
i can't really feel how i felt during the first term.
kinda slack now.
oh well better buck up.

well.. i've pen down on how i feel.
no heart feelings
let time heal the pain.

i miss you

2005-06-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

missing you.
waiting for you.
love you
its only you.

2005-05-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

when i always wanna lay back
thinking tat there's nothing to be worried abt
we are fine....
but things happen again
wats tis?
told myself to stay strong
but the tears came rolling down
i walked out of her house thinking i was strong
never to look back
her msg came
i couldnt bare to let go
wat are we?
together or not
lies

would you

2005-05-06T02:25:00.000+08:00

would u wan mi more if im no longer there
would u come chasing after me
would u be with someone else
would u tell mi tat you don love me no more
would u be around

2005-05-06T02:06:00.000+08:00

i thought u understand
how i felt
wat i;ve gone through
at cartel
werent we doing fine
u wanted me to give in to ur needs
i did
but u jus love seeing her hurt mi rite?
u think im clingin on to u so tightly
but u jus donnoe tat i don wanna lose u
why does tis happen to us repeatedly
u cant love mi like u use to rite
today when u left the car
its like i lost u once more
u never turned back
jus walk
should i let u go
wouldnt u be happier without me?
like u said when someone cries for u
u don feel anything
maybe my adelyn has died a long time ago
if u love her tat much den i shouldnt stop u from being with her
if u cant bare let her go den i should be the one going
joe why do u cry for her when she doesnt give a shit abt u
joe wake up from ur dream its jus impossible for u both to be together
joe if u feel so insecure den let go
joe is tis wat u really wan
joe if she claimed tat u r doin too much den why not let go
joe wat are u thinkin

2005-04-30T02:44:00.000+08:00

now you r tellin me tat u've been lying all along
u said it out yourself tat u don love me
why cant i see it before
we were doing so fine
now u r telling me its all an act
FUCK IT.
u see me no longer strong
weak
i sometime regret tat ive change for u
are u jus taking advantage of me
not tat i think of u tat way
but its jus a feeling
i love you
why
why cant i let u go
wat i saw jus now don seem like its u at all
u accepting me
will only happen if i were to give in to you
its one sided love aint it
i m the FOOL

where do i belong?

2005-04-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

woke up with heavy eyes
werent we doing fine?
well tat was the past few days
got into an arguement
as usual rite
i cant take it when she don trust me
i cant take it when she claims im tearing for self pity
i cant take it when she don tell mi anything
i cant take it when she .............

man.. but why do i love her so much
why cant i jus let her go
to love somebody
to love somebody

lost

2005-04-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

feeling lost
all alone
where can i find my soul?

feeling lost
in the rain
shivering in the rain

feeling lost
tears were formed
eye's grew heavier by the day

feeling lost
gonna try to live by the day

$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2005-03-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

-well.. results suck-
-going to a private route-
-MDIS-
-mass comm-
-will be starting next mth-
-hp bills added up to 400+-
-am in need of cash-
-today-
-debo melvyn sheryl n myself-
-we went to red hill for an interview-
-tat stupid sheryl yeo!!!!!!!!!!!-
-she punch me rite at my heart-
-FARKKING pain la-
-now got bule black-
-sian-
-debo had blisterS-
-some itchy backside woman she was-
-aft tat when we were headin back to the station-
-a jap lady offered a pair of slippers for debo-
-wah never thought tat would happen-
-well yes...-
-headed for PW next-
-ate den pool-
-wah i really cannot stand sheryl la-
-wat's with the charlie shit-
-the whole journey through-
-anyway our spy group has grown bigger rite debo?-

-friends we cant be-
-feelings linger-
-nth more distance-
-hate it-

2005-02-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

-its my birthday-
-im 19-
-but i don feel a little happy at all-
-results is fast approaching-
-tat's not the only thing in my mind rite now-
-things aint going the right way-
-we were fine-
-but not now-
-is my day goin to turn out worst?-
-wat will happen later-
-im exhausted but i cant seem to put myself to bed-
-farkin chest hurt-
-i jus pray tat my day wouldnt end as bad as it started-
-debby yu-
-good luck on ur first day of school-
-to the peeps collecting their results-
-goodie luck-

-ilovemyselfmost-

2005-02-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

im gay

2005-02-27T13:41:00.001+08:00

girls...

2005-02-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

the 3 Ds

2005-02-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

look at tat naughty boy

2005-02-27T13:37:00.001+08:00

the girls n neh neh

2005-02-27T13:37:00.000+08:00

the redS n black

2005-02-21T12:03:00.002+08:00

4 and a half retards

2005-02-21T12:03:00.001+08:00

debby n maht

2005-02-21T12:03:00.000+08:00

joe and debby

2005-02-21T12:02:00.001+08:00

berry n debby

2005-02-21T12:02:00.000+08:00

rie don be sad

2005-02-21T12:00:00.001+08:00

wat a retard

2005-02-21T12:00:00.000+08:00

berry's tired

2005-02-21T11:59:00.001+08:00

the 4retards.com

2005-02-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

wow in red

2005-02-21T11:58:00.001+08:00

girls?

2005-02-21T11:58:00.000+08:00

laugh at us please

2005-02-21T11:57:00.002+08:00

pose ppl

2005-02-21T11:57:00.001+08:00

the snake

2005-02-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

threesome

2005-02-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

4retards

2005-02-21T11:55:00.001+08:00

tis is how we r goin to suffering with the xiao mei mei

2005-02-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

t-shirts for sale

2005-02-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

living in a world of shadows

2005-02-21T11:53:00.001+08:00

man im short

2005-02-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

check the waxing

2005-02-21T11:52:00.001+08:00

balloons for VDAY

2005-02-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

daph and me

2005-02-21T11:51:00.002+08:00

my one and only partner

2005-02-21T11:51:00.001+08:00

damn smile properly

2005-02-21T11:51:00.000+08:00

3 clowns

2005-02-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

check out the background... monkey's fighting with DAPH

2005-02-21T11:49:00.001+08:00

monkey and me

2005-02-21T11:49:00.000+08:00

popeye's wife

2005-02-21T11:48:00.001+08:00

the monkey model

2005-02-21T11:48:00.000+08:00

joe and debby another rival

2005-02-21T11:47:00.000+08:00

joe and berry rival

2005-02-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

YEAH

2005-02-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

the OCBC gang

2005-02-21T11:02:00.000+08:00

maht me and denise... where's berry?

2005-02-21T11:00:00.000+08:00

check tat out man

2005-02-21T10:52:00.000+08:00

parnters! 2 retards

my wishlist

2005-02-09T18:12:00.000+08:00

-polo ralph lauren (BLUE)-
-polo ralph lauren polo tee-
-flip flops (havanies)(surf brands too)-
-fossil watch-
-Zara boxers & singlet-
-mark and spences boxers-
-crumpler bag-
-mash cap- *GOT IT
-nike band- *GOT IT
-new urban male T-shirt-
-billabong long sleeve shirt-
-funky specs-
-Ipod 40GB-
-nokia 6600-
-mini fridge-
-BERms-
-surf shorts-
-Project shop wallet- *GOT IT
-larva lamp-
-nike dunks-
-nike blazer-
-nike air force-
-cue-
-JAy Zhou collection album- *GOT IT
-Levis shirt-
-Sweaters-
-addias bag-
-designED T-shirts-
-high cut sneakers-
-Funky tIe-

2005-02-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

-its hard to forget u-
-thought tat i could move on-
-but i cant keep it any longer-
-my feelings for u hasnt changed-
-no matter how much i wanna be with u-
-i noe its impossible-
-IMPOSSIBLE-
-silently is all i could do-
-i wanna tell u tat i love u-
-wanna hold u in my arms-
-walk u back home-
-kiss u good night-
-im waiting for u to tell mi tat we can be together-
-but its impossible-
-i think u haf made ur mind up-
-you still love ur past?-
-never got over someone-
-seems tat u r movin on-

sotong's party!

2005-01-29T01:56:00.000+08:00

-sotong has turned 19-
-a month den its my turn-
-hmmm...-
-finally met with rf-
-she hasnt changed tat much-
-how's life being single?-
-haha... rocks?-
-work's ok-
-nothing new-
-debby.. single's club yeah-
-u berry ag and me-
-haha the new 4 retards?-
-lol... kidding-
-well tat's it.-
-bye-

2005-01-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

-jOe's back being single-
-haha...-
-im a failure in r/s man-
-ok.. now only maht is att-
-haha...-
-the rest single's club-
-well well..-
-BITCH im no FOOL-
-YOOHOO!-

2005-01-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

Watching in secret...you with her.Innocence shattered,storm clouds gather.

I would rather havebleed to deaththan have seenwhat you've done

Stolen my soul,killed my dreams,made doubts cometrue-- why you?

When will the daycome when I win?I cannot open my eyes;my heart is raging.

You forgot me so easily,there's no way to go back.Tears mark a pathto the loss of us.

Voices of the worldrush in on me, but I just can't faceanother day in this place.

Why did it have to be you?

2005-01-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

-when lights go off-
-why do i still feel lonely-
-why do i still feel tat u r perfect in my eyes-
-im always wondering-
-thougt tat i would be too tired to even think abt u-
-but no-
-tis is my life-

my life

2005-01-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

-my life has changed drastically-
-i haf no life-
-10-7 job-
-but there are times when u, my friends appear-
-a pleasant surprise indeed-
-life does go on-
-but with you it is nothing-
-to u it may seem tat i haf already did-
-but deep down im waiting-
-hoping tat one day jus one day-
-as much as i wan u-
-from ur actions and thoughts-
-i noe i cant haf you-
-wanting to forget abt u-
-wanting to hate u-
-but i noe i cant-
-without you-
-im a lost soul-